I am SO glad the holidays are over. My disdain for Christmas has grown and the fact that it's over for another 11 months is a welcome feeling. Just thinking of next year gives me hives.

Our NYE was pretty lame. I'm not necessarily complaining because it was the first New Year's Eve spent with my new husband and that aspect was very nice but it was definitely a change from how we've spent it in the last 9 years. Hubby ended up having to work on Saturday and Monday so any plans to leave town were out. Actually, any plans to do anything remotely high maintenance was out. We were home and in bed by about 1:30am and I was stone cold sober. It's probably a good thing...

I am fat, fat, fat and I feel horrible about it. I am really just tired of eating. The holidays kicked my butt this year. Actually I think it may be the combination of being newly married and the holidays. I feel like all we've done is eat since our honeymoon in September. I could seriously stand to lose about 60 lb's and I'm going to try to! I know it's the typical "new year" thing. The whole, I'm gonna make a resolution to lose weight and go to the gym...whatever. I'm going to lose weight and exercise because I am hideous! I am just feeling really bad about myself right now and I have to do something, so that's the plan.

I hope everyone had a great holiday and NYE. I haven't had anything to say or any inclination to blog so I haven't. I haven't even felt like turning on the computer lately. I checked my yahoo email account the other day and had 180 junk mail and 140 regular emails. It was very intimidating! I hope to get back into it and catch up on all of you this week