I pretty much hate Christmas, I always have...yes, I know, I'm a horrible, HORRIBLE person. I am a product of divorced parents and I have lots and lots of extended family all over the place so Christmas to me has always been very hectic, lots of moving from place to place and house to house (a lot of times by myself), never being able to spend enough time with anyone I really wanted to and lots of guilt. So, needless to say, this have never been my favorite holiday. Plus the whole money thing stinks. I always feel like I have NO money around the holidays and that stresses me out. This year is no different in that regard!

BUT, I have to say that I am really excited about decorating the house and getting all into it this year. I always like decorating, etc but I am kind of pumped about getting the tree, putting up lights and hunkering down to celebrate the birth of our lord, Jesus Christ...he he. I have been listening to Christmas music since Sunday and I'm digging it. It's really getting me into the "spirit" you could say.

Maybe this Christmas will be different...? Doubt it.