So, I tried to rally yesterday. It was literally a million degrees out and the guys were out working on the deck like fools! There was even a heat advisory but I guess real men disregard those silly little advisories that can cause heat stroke or perhaps kill you. And I guess that is the same train of thought those joggers that you see out in the sweltering heat have. Personally I don't get it. Guess I'll never be a real man...

SO I decided I would go shopping to make myself feel better. I thought I was literally going to heave in the dressing room at one store. I almost went into panic mode because I was like, where the hell will I lose it if I have to? Then the sweat started and the nice flemmy feeling in the back of the throat! Thankfully I found a piece of gum that looked like it was still edible in my purse. That saved me! I still managed to spend almost $200 including some cute little panties (eww I hate that word), underwear? whatever, you get the point, from Victoria's Secret. Now generally I am not an underwear wearing kind of gal. I know, some may be cringing right now but I just feel like they are so restricting. Plus my buns always get hungry and start eating my drawers then I have to constantly pull it out of my ass and that is just so unattractive! I would much rather just be free down there if you know what I mean. But, every now and then a cute little pair just works.

So I got home and the guys were ready for some grub at our fave little Mexican joint. Fajitas and swirlies! But the thought was kind of repulsing and I seriously almost lost my cookies. I went and took a shower and a half a xanax...sometimes you need these little things. And believe it or not I felt about 80%! So, the mexican food was on...Although, I was a good little trainee and had a salad and one hard taco. I also couldn't really fathom eating a whole lot. Maybe that's the key to losing weight...just be hung over all the time and you won't eat. I did however help myself to the delicious queso. You just can't pass up the queso with it's fluorescent yellowish-orange color and it's processed goodness, plus I think my tummy needed it, that is just what I'm going to tell myself anyway...

Anyway, little trainy trainertons came over this morning bright and early. If I can lift my arms to type tomorrow it will be a miracle. She clapped for me at the end of our session because I "worked so hard". Isn't that sweet? Now give me a beer and a bacon cheeseburger! Oh sorry. Well, that's all I got. OOHHH! I lost 4 pounds! I weighed myself this morning and I'm down 4 whole pounds. Only 26 more to go...Woo Hoo!